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thinking about a guy I met online a couple of days ago that's really far away :(

can I have two to go, please

well if str8 guys can have female twins fantasy, we can have a male twins fantasy! oh boy! they're so cute I just want to cuddle them and wake up between them in the morning ;) besides the uber-hawt twins nothing new here... today the most popular free manhunt-like site closed... well we'll just see how things evolve now. or maybe it's a message - there really wasn't any notmal BF material there...

incredible cuteness

last nite I was at an event where I've seen this amazingly cute boy. I just don't know how is it possible for someone to be that special :) my gaydar, atleast what seems to be developing, was maybe even ticking off. well still as I already wrote I am closeted so I don't know how to behave in these situations... I just want a cute bf sooo much right now.

If only I could've hold him last nite...



first a bit of touching.



a bit of kissing.





a bit of pure joy. and then...




lol I'm just kidding if I had this boy I would never share him but this pic was just too hawt...

woMANizer

you know all those rumors britney would really be making a comeback with this new album and a new single? well they turned out to be totally true :D our brit-brit is baaack. just look at that bombastic video! and the dude isn't too bad either ;) His name is Brandon Stoughton...

mind-blowing

I've had the most mind-blowing sex this weekend... it was just so amazing I get a hard-on just by remembering it.

the funny thing is this guy I know blew me that same day in the morning. also a great orgasm. it was the first time someone let me cum into their mouth. the guy really knew what he was doing...

needless to say, the mind-blowing-sex-guy also let me cum into his mouth. we were fucking really long. and his moaning was so f*ing hawt I could just cum to those sounds again :)

and in the background vintage porn played but let's just say we didn't get to see much of the action on tape ;)

other than sex... I went on a coffee date with this really cool guy. but the problem is we don't have a space to hang out (at least to kiss for starters) and I am really private about this. we texted for a couple of days after and it just slipped away later. I mean we could be friends for sure... and he could be boyfriend material but the space is the problem so I don't know if anything more will happen. 

the dating season

well this year is definitley gonna be something different. I've never been on a date with a guy (just sexdates and I don't consider that a date as we have never even had some coffee before). in a couple of weeks I am going on my first date... yay! of course I meet the people online, but still I really look forward to something more fufilling than just sex. 



movies mean a lot to me and I've just recently realised I've never even watched any gay themed movie... it helps to see these situations to encourage actually doing it. the first movie I watched and absolutley loved was The Shelter, second that was aslo great was Boy Culture, and last night I watched this comedy A Four Letter Word and it wasn't so touching as the first two but still it has a certain message.



the point is I am growing in a gay sense. I realised that I want something more than just sex and that's just wonderful... now I just need to find someone that wants it with me ;)

the martin twins

as you've probably heard ricky martin had twins with a surogat mother and plans to stop working for a year to take care of them. I think it's really sweet and his sexuality is not important here. of course everyone thinks he's gay but in the end it really is his private thing and it's probably not just his decision to stay closeted if this is true. can you imagine the machinery behind such a famous singer?

and just look at this picture - they look so happy together! how can society be so cruel to judge love and happines?



and can we really blame him for spending time with this major hottie??

you know what would maybe be a perfect scenario for me one day? to have 2 kids by a beautiful surogat mother - one with my semen and other one with my partners...
that way they would be half-brothers and each would have his own biological child :)
I know that I'm just dreaming now but still... it would be nice ;)