veggies are important!

dear boys

as you know the spring is beginning
and so is spring fatigue... well the best
way to fight it I hear is to use a lot
of veggies and fruits... you know you'll love it :)


xoxo M.

incredible cuteness

last nite I was at an event where I've seen this amazingly cute boy. I just don't know how is it possible for someone to be that special :) my gaydar, atleast what seems to be developing, was maybe even ticking off. well still as I already wrote I am closeted so I don't know how to behave in these situations... I just want a cute bf sooo much right now.

If only I could've hold him last nite...



first a bit of touching.



a bit of kissing.





a bit of pure joy. and then...




lol I'm just kidding if I had this boy I would never share him but this pic was just too hawt...

mind-blowing

I've had the most mind-blowing sex this weekend... it was just so amazing I get a hard-on just by remembering it.

the funny thing is this guy I know blew me that same day in the morning. also a great orgasm. it was the first time someone let me cum into their mouth. the guy really knew what he was doing...

needless to say, the mind-blowing-sex-guy also let me cum into his mouth. we were fucking really long. and his moaning was so f*ing hawt I could just cum to those sounds again :)

and in the background vintage porn played but let's just say we didn't get to see much of the action on tape ;)

other than sex... I went on a coffee date with this really cool guy. but the problem is we don't have a space to hang out (at least to kiss for starters) and I am really private about this. we texted for a couple of days after and it just slipped away later. I mean we could be friends for sure... and he could be boyfriend material but the space is the problem so I don't know if anything more will happen. 

the martin twins

as you've probably heard ricky martin had twins with a surogat mother and plans to stop working for a year to take care of them. I think it's really sweet and his sexuality is not important here. of course everyone thinks he's gay but in the end it really is his private thing and it's probably not just his decision to stay closeted if this is true. can you imagine the machinery behind such a famous singer?

and just look at this picture - they look so happy together! how can society be so cruel to judge love and happines?



and can we really blame him for spending time with this major hottie??

you know what would maybe be a perfect scenario for me one day? to have 2 kids by a beautiful surogat mother - one with my semen and other one with my partners...
that way they would be half-brothers and each would have his own biological child :)
I know that I'm just dreaming now but still... it would be nice ;)

the lazy summer that's about to go away

I just love it when I spend whole summer practically doing nothing. just being lazy. it's crazy how the whole two months of summer just pass away like nothing. and in the beginning it's weird how you're gonna have to change your habits once again but still there is something special about going back to college each fall. first there is the student lifestyle. then there are your old friends reunited. then there are your old fuck buddies. then you have new freshmen you're gonna meet...



of course every year you hope there could be that special someone. but even if it's not you still get to meet great people that broaden your horizonts and in the end that's what college is all about.





I guess it's just a point of view... but if you ask me the glass is always half full! :)



The first picture is from Men Magazine and the rest of them are from Major Model.

rumer's rumor

a hot little thing was spotted with rumer these days... he is just so... cool... hot... casual... I love it! and how cool is that black punk-rocky watch?? The pics are from www.JustJared.com.

Speaking about rockin' jewlery check out this D&G necklace :) What says geek more than this? Love it! What I don't love is a +$100 price tag... Sale anyone?

the boyfriend to be

These past couple of days I've been on the beach constantly... I just love it how relaxing it is to sunbathe still soaked in water while the mild breeze is calmly touching your skin. The only problem is there are so many hot guys to look at... Being in the closet and living in a country that's not gay-friendly makes u constantly monitor yourself. a) you don't want somebody to notice you're checking a guy out b) you don't want the guy to notice you're checking him out cuz in the worst case it can get ugly. I constantly try to imagine how would it be to live in a world where this is 100% accepted. You see a guy, check him out, he sees it, checks you out, you meet up and go out for a drink!

I am currently searching for a boyfriend. I really need somebody to love emotionally and sexually. I am sure I will find that special someone, it may just take some time. Somebody to laugh with, somebody that attracts me physicaly, somebody that will be my best friend, somebody to look deeply at his eyes for no apparent reason when I wake up besides him, somebody to have wild sex with, somebody to comfort when he's sad, somebody to go out for an ice-cream with...

Somebody to help me do the laundry...




Somebody to share a book with and have great conversations about it afterwards...



Somebody that loves dogs and wants to have one...



Somebody that loves me for just being me.



All the pictures are from Major Model.

abercrombie lets you choose, diesel on the loose

Abercrombie has this neat "buffet" on the frontpage that lets you slide through models of jeans and when you put pointer on the model you like it shows you the back... Funny thing is this one is "Slim Straight" Hmmm is that supposed to mean something? ;) Give me a buffet like this in real life, but leave out the Straight ones!



I LoVe it how this model is doing ducky lips like almost every gay boi posing with a chick! :D



I couldn't resist to put this beautiful female body here :) WoW!

EDIT: just found this beautiful pic with D underwear on Qweerty :P

whattosay

well I may just do a little blogging... there are some things I do wanna vent out and some racy pics u might find hawt  ;) so as the title says it's just me. nothing special. but still fun :)

 
 


this one is breyette's art as you can see... click for the whole gallery