The Miracle on the 29th street

Not so long ago relationships and hook-ups were determined by the place you live in and the people around you. There weren’t things as internet, manhunt/romeo sites, disposable cell phones and the life in “this” world was not that easy. Meeting someone was very hard. Maintaining a relationship in secrecy was very hard. But today it’s normal that two guys living in different cities spend Christmases across the globe stay in contact in a loving relationship. 

Being alone on Christmas is hard. But the sole concept of being with someone has changed so drastically that if we really have someone we are never alone. Maybe older generations think that there is no intimacy in emails, but I can’t even describe how happy I feel to share the thoughts with my boyfriend and imagine what situation he’s in. It really is the next best thing to being physically with him.

Meeting places have changed, traditions have modernized, the way we communicate is different but the people are the same and the holiday spirit will always be the same regardless the way we spread it.

Merry Christmas everyone! :)

all I want for Christmas.*.

it's that special time of year again... :) this past few weeks have been amazing. each day I am falling in love more and more with my bf <3

baby, all I want for Christmas is you... I'll be waiting :)

merry Christmas everyone!

the first one

I've finally found someone I can connect with on all levels... I'm so happy :D 

He is my first boyfriend and I feel really blessed to be able to say that! Life is good! :)

 

express yourself / don't repress yourself

I made this video playlist at myflashfetish.com

And I'm not sorry (I'm not sorry)
It's human nature (it's human nature)
And I'm not sorry (I'm not sorry)
I'm not your bitch don't hang your shit
on me (it's human nature)

You wouldn't let me say the words I longed to say
You didn't want to see life through my eyes
(Express yourself, don't repress yourself)
You tried to shove me back
inside your narrow room
And silence me with bitterness and lies
(Express yourself, don't repress yourself)

Did I say something wrong?
Oops, I didn't know I couldn't talk about sex
(I musta been crazy)
Did I stay too long?
Oops, I didn't know I couldn't speak my mind
(What was I thinking)


You punished me for telling you my fantasies
I'm breakin' all the rules I didn't make
(Express yourself, don't repress yourself)
You took my words and made a trap for silly fools
You held me down and tried to make me break
(Express yourself, don't repress yourself)


Did I say something true?
Oops, I didn't know I couldn't talk about sex
(I musta been crazy)
Did I have a point of view?
Oops, I didn't know I couldn't talk about you
(What was I thinking)

Express yourself, don't repress
yourself [repeat twice]
Express yourself, don't repress
yourself [repeat twice]


(I'm not apologizing)
(Would it sound better if I were a man?)
(You're the one with the problem)
(Why don't you just deal with it)

(Would you like me better if I was?)
(We all feel the same way)
(I have no regrets)
(Just look in the mirror)

(I don't have to justify anything)
(I'm just like you)
(Why should I be?)
(Deal with it)

serenade

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

thinking about a guy I met online a couple of days ago that's really far away :(

can I have two to go, please

well if str8 guys can have female twins fantasy, we can have a male twins fantasy! oh boy! they're so cute I just want to cuddle them and wake up between them in the morning ;) besides the uber-hawt twins nothing new here... today the most popular free manhunt-like site closed... well we'll just see how things evolve now. or maybe it's a message - there really wasn't any notmal BF material there...

incredible cuteness

last nite I was at an event where I've seen this amazingly cute boy. I just don't know how is it possible for someone to be that special :) my gaydar, atleast what seems to be developing, was maybe even ticking off. well still as I already wrote I am closeted so I don't know how to behave in these situations... I just want a cute bf sooo much right now.

If only I could've hold him last nite...



first a bit of touching.



a bit of kissing.





a bit of pure joy. and then...




lol I'm just kidding if I had this boy I would never share him but this pic was just too hawt...

woMANizer

you know all those rumors britney would really be making a comeback with this new album and a new single? well they turned out to be totally true :D our brit-brit is baaack. just look at that bombastic video! and the dude isn't too bad either ;) His name is Brandon Stoughton...

mind-blowing

I've had the most mind-blowing sex this weekend... it was just so amazing I get a hard-on just by remembering it.

the funny thing is this guy I know blew me that same day in the morning. also a great orgasm. it was the first time someone let me cum into their mouth. the guy really knew what he was doing...

needless to say, the mind-blowing-sex-guy also let me cum into his mouth. we were fucking really long. and his moaning was so f*ing hawt I could just cum to those sounds again :)

and in the background vintage porn played but let's just say we didn't get to see much of the action on tape ;)

other than sex... I went on a coffee date with this really cool guy. but the problem is we don't have a space to hang out (at least to kiss for starters) and I am really private about this. we texted for a couple of days after and it just slipped away later. I mean we could be friends for sure... and he could be boyfriend material but the space is the problem so I don't know if anything more will happen. 

the dating season

well this year is definitley gonna be something different. I've never been on a date with a guy (just sexdates and I don't consider that a date as we have never even had some coffee before). in a couple of weeks I am going on my first date... yay! of course I meet the people online, but still I really look forward to something more fufilling than just sex. 



movies mean a lot to me and I've just recently realised I've never even watched any gay themed movie... it helps to see these situations to encourage actually doing it. the first movie I watched and absolutley loved was The Shelter, second that was aslo great was Boy Culture, and last night I watched this comedy A Four Letter Word and it wasn't so touching as the first two but still it has a certain message.



the point is I am growing in a gay sense. I realised that I want something more than just sex and that's just wonderful... now I just need to find someone that wants it with me ;)

the martin twins

as you've probably heard ricky martin had twins with a surogat mother and plans to stop working for a year to take care of them. I think it's really sweet and his sexuality is not important here. of course everyone thinks he's gay but in the end it really is his private thing and it's probably not just his decision to stay closeted if this is true. can you imagine the machinery behind such a famous singer?

and just look at this picture - they look so happy together! how can society be so cruel to judge love and happines?



and can we really blame him for spending time with this major hottie??

you know what would maybe be a perfect scenario for me one day? to have 2 kids by a beautiful surogat mother - one with my semen and other one with my partners...
that way they would be half-brothers and each would have his own biological child :)
I know that I'm just dreaming now but still... it would be nice ;)

the queen of sticky&sweet herself

well as you've probably seen the videos and the pics big M. did her first sticky&sweet tour concert in cardiff. I've seen the videos (you can check it out here ONTD) but the quality is very bad so I've got a couple of videos from sticky&sweet promo concert in london :) the coreography and the scenes are very similar! enjoy!



I would just LOVE to see her live! :D

the lazy summer that's about to go away

I just love it when I spend whole summer practically doing nothing. just being lazy. it's crazy how the whole two months of summer just pass away like nothing. and in the beginning it's weird how you're gonna have to change your habits once again but still there is something special about going back to college each fall. first there is the student lifestyle. then there are your old friends reunited. then there are your old fuck buddies. then you have new freshmen you're gonna meet...



of course every year you hope there could be that special someone. but even if it's not you still get to meet great people that broaden your horizonts and in the end that's what college is all about.





I guess it's just a point of view... but if you ask me the glass is always half full! :)



The first picture is from Men Magazine and the rest of them are from Major Model.

rumer's rumor

a hot little thing was spotted with rumer these days... he is just so... cool... hot... casual... I love it! and how cool is that black punk-rocky watch?? The pics are from www.JustJared.com.

Speaking about rockin' jewlery check out this D&G necklace :) What says geek more than this? Love it! What I don't love is a +$100 price tag... Sale anyone?

the boyfriend to be

These past couple of days I've been on the beach constantly... I just love it how relaxing it is to sunbathe still soaked in water while the mild breeze is calmly touching your skin. The only problem is there are so many hot guys to look at... Being in the closet and living in a country that's not gay-friendly makes u constantly monitor yourself. a) you don't want somebody to notice you're checking a guy out b) you don't want the guy to notice you're checking him out cuz in the worst case it can get ugly. I constantly try to imagine how would it be to live in a world where this is 100% accepted. You see a guy, check him out, he sees it, checks you out, you meet up and go out for a drink!

I am currently searching for a boyfriend. I really need somebody to love emotionally and sexually. I am sure I will find that special someone, it may just take some time. Somebody to laugh with, somebody that attracts me physicaly, somebody that will be my best friend, somebody to look deeply at his eyes for no apparent reason when I wake up besides him, somebody to have wild sex with, somebody to comfort when he's sad, somebody to go out for an ice-cream with...

Somebody to help me do the laundry...




Somebody to share a book with and have great conversations about it afterwards...



Somebody that loves dogs and wants to have one...



Somebody that loves me for just being me.



All the pictures are from Major Model.

abercrombie lets you choose, diesel on the loose

Abercrombie has this neat "buffet" on the frontpage that lets you slide through models of jeans and when you put pointer on the model you like it shows you the back... Funny thing is this one is "Slim Straight" Hmmm is that supposed to mean something? ;) Give me a buffet like this in real life, but leave out the Straight ones!



I LoVe it how this model is doing ducky lips like almost every gay boi posing with a chick! :D



I couldn't resist to put this beautiful female body here :) WoW!

EDIT: just found this beautiful pic with D underwear on Qweerty :P

The Boys of the D&G Mansion

Well as TMZ.com says:

"If Hef can be surrounded by buxom blondes, why can't high-end fashion designers Domenico Dolce (middle left) and Stefano Gabbana (bottom left) hang with nothing but hot men?"

I really have nothing to add! We want "The Boys of the D&G Mansion" reality! :D
Now that I think about it does Hef have anything to do with Playgirl magazine? 
The picture above is from Milano Beach Soccer game by D&G, and the pics below
are from David calendar (all found on their website).

 


Oh my! ;)